Gone

She is gone...and the outbreath is what hurts.  I've been holding my breath these past three months, now it hurts too much to breathe out.

Her pain is over, thank all that can be thanked. 

I went to see her in the chapel of rest.  Rather wish I hadn't.  The face reverts to a babylike state.

Thhis really hurts and I daren't let it burst out ... I don't want to break...

I miss you, Mum.